October 2009
1 post
for once i honestly
have NO clue what to do. but i do know i havent cried yet. which i think is pretty strong of me…
but my point to this whole thing is….
what do you do when the one you love has given up on you?
not really intentionally, but sorta. and your not ready?
like i honestly am stuck. i cant go back and get him.. thats not an option and im...
September 2009
3 posts
“When will the day it all goes away, come? If you know please tell me because i...”
okay
so eff my life. my BEST GUY friend is ignoring me and just letting go off me. but im not ready for it. i TELL myself i am but im not. i think i get way too attached these days. eff my life. he mkaes me wanna cry. how in the hell am i supposedd to be happy for him?
any ways this weekend was fun. broke my curler tho great huh?! not
school tomorrow gross dawg..
ugh i cant stop thinking of him....
August 2009
5 posts
sooo
ive made a promise i couldnt keep.. and now i am pissed i broke it. it was just one of those “silly” ones. but im jsut dissapointed in myself. EFFFFF. i wish i had you back…………………………………………………. but life MOVES on and so should i :(
fml i wanna like cry.
but other than that...
so todayyy
im having the JV girls come over to hang :)
should be fun with all this numnum around! and hopefully all the hot soccer players will be practicing!
my life is going up in smoke
shoot me?
cried for a while tonight. i hate my life right now.
i feel bad for mel tooo. and tomorrows plans got canceled. lovely
perfect day, not
so im deffinitly
kinda and not looking forward for tomorrow…
i miss ryan ward, being my bestfriend.
damn i hate trying to look good in front of people
July 2009
10 posts
this is dedicated to
the girls who try soo hard for the guy, but all of a sudden your crying. and you find yourself trying to figure out why your crying.. and you just cant. You talk yourself out of it, dry your eyes, and tell yourself “you know what im done, no more” 2 days later, your in the SAME damn position as before.
we all tell ourselves “we deserve better”, but really? every guy acts...
i miss
him <3
plans
changed. UGH
prob staying home tonight. goodie.
214 773 8978
tonight
should be funn :)
going to the movies with mel and her bf.. hah wowwwww
whatever!
im waiting
for him to call me back…
lets just hope he does :/
im sooooooo bored.. im icing my cheeks! agggg. whatever though i tryyyyyyyyyyy so whats up with yall?
i wanna KNOW how peoples summers are! like message me or whatever you do on here to let me know! ahhhh i miss everyone
text me? 214 773 8978 <3
tomorrow and saturday are gunna be baller!
“Sweetheart, you werent holding me back”
my wisdom
teeth are out! ahh im glad they are out over the summer :)
but i am pretty swollen… i think it will go away by friday!
sooo im just a little bummed out by this whole guy situation im going throughhh but i am just glad hes still my friend.. i love himmmmmmmmm :)
ughh i hate how hes not texting me back or calling me.. and my mouth hurts. yay not
baby baby
i just might take you for a ride tonight.
“katie and i” by killing paradise.. listen to it i swear its good
June 2009
5 posts
HEY
MELS TONIGHT THATS RIGHT
Sadddddd
today is my last day in Florida and that sucks. I’m not took dark but I got a base tan for summer!? Missin mel though :(
florida
HI HO! yay. im in the car in florida on the way to the hotel/condo thingy. i have been waiting for this FOREVER. im gunna be tan and yeahhh.
text the cell 214 773 8978
i have about an hour more in the car then we are there!
okay
so i got in a huge fight a few days ago with him, and then he tells a girl that i was talking about her and she bitchs me out over facebook… cool right? i know.
but anyway my summer is off to a slow start.. my mom is with my sister in lubbock and i am in my hotel room sittng on my butt watching gossip girl. yay. no. AND to make it all worse, the blockbuster lady knows me now since i have...
May 2009
3 posts
So tonight
was probably the best night before i leave. unless he comes over tomorrow? i dont know! <3
i love melaniee annn gorskii. shes a life saver. shes the bestest friend i have EVER had and i am soo thankful. ahhh. summer=baller.
i thought i might add
that i was thinking about all the “drama” at school; so here it goes-
at the beginning of school, yes we all came to school with our friends. we stuck with them becuase it was all we had. its natural. humans enter a unknown place and all they want is to have someone there with them going through the same thing, so yall could help each other. umm duhh thats why we are on the world...
i totally forgot
about this thingy.. haha my badd :)
but thiss weekend is gunna be baller, hanging out with melanie on friday!
OMGOMGOMGOMG, my parents said i can go to hilton head with mels familyyy! its gonna be so fun. like i seriously cant wait <3. best trip ever july 3-11
and we made an offer on that house. hopefully all goes well!
April 2009
5 posts
im dead
from playing 15 freaking vball games this weekend. this thursday morning i leave for minneapolis! yeppeee!
i missed friday of last week so does anyone know what we did. i know we had mass, but nothing else… whatevs
went to kristins party. yeahh, with liz and it was balla until freaking belly dancer came in. SHOOT ME. but happy bday kristin :)
the reason i missed school
was because i had a vball tournament. we got 1st in our pool! tomorrow we play 8, and its pink day! goooddiiiee
should i go? or no? tempting soo bad. i wanna go but i dont think my dad will go for that. ughh
new good songs- find another way, butterfly, my life your entertainment
yeah yeah i know
i made my own tumblr layout :)
today i got a phone call, not any ORDINARY one. but a lover one. We talked for only a few minutes but it was what he said that blew me away. Like seriously. But for yall to know, i am single haha and hes not the guy i wanna be with. It was just cute in a way.
What do you do if you secretly like a guy? but you just CANT date him, like idk its hard but you just cant...
“ Luck doesn’t exist, it doesnt just show up or help you, its called faith,...”
you could say
that im just a little upset.
but whatever
today was okay i meann nothin new
tomorrow vball tournament
then alsjdkf’s house
then saturday- kristins party!
March 2009
1 post
Its a firstt
So as you probablyy know im new to this whole thing.. but will get better !
today,
lyndse left, went for lunch, and bored. its a first