okay
so eff my life. my BEST GUY friend is ignoring me and just letting go off me. but im not ready for it. i TELL myself i am but im not. i think i get way too attached these days. eff my life. he mkaes me wanna cry. how in the hell am i supposedd to be happy for him?
any ways this weekend was fun. broke my curler tho great huh?! not
school tomorrow gross dawg..
ugh i cant stop thinking of him. okay THIS IS HOW BAD IT IS. i called him with *67 cuz i ddidnt know if his phone was on… he answered.. so i called back WITHOUT *67 and he ignores…. slap in the face? YES
but im not gunna feel bad for myself cuz mels life is worse than mine <3 sorry boo
